Some people are born with the privilege of having more resources and living in a wonderful place. I envy them, but I blame nobody because I know they didn't decide. Something above us all made the decision.
Still, when they talk about dreams they mean futuristic, but for me it's only despair. I have given up everything I have dreamed of and only wish to stay in a place where I can manage my own business, waiting for my final moment. But now it seems I have screwed that up as well.